Personal - Troubled Deciding

Hi Blog,

These few days, I was troubled... because of the upcoming Teachers' day lunch theme, is "Superhero". I have two thoughts regarding it...

As you had read through my Spiderman suit post here, I have the suit ready for the celebration.

But... I was troubled by whether I should dress up as my favourite Superhero - Spiderman or not.

From my previous post, I realised the neck portion is loose... Quite disappointing though...

So I decided to sew a snap fastener (thanks uncle E for helping on the correct spelling)

I sewed it in front or under my chin portion because my fat face can conceal it.

Somehow like this.

Oh yeah! The two troubles that I have...

One: I told some teachers about I might be dressed up as Spiderman, they gave me a worrying stare. (I know I will usually put judgmental but I can't put words into their mouths and be fair, they do have some concern.) Plus, our school leader is rather conservative and traditional; likewise many teachers too.

Look at me. I am not toned or gym-fit... Don't even have the chest to show the power of Spiderman and furthermore, it is awful to show up in tights which no one wants to look at me.

I don't even dare to walk out like this in the public... Too much judgment... I guess I just can't get over myself...

So...

Two: How can I dress myself up and still become Spiderman? So I decided to have a dress-up session today! Blog, do give me some feedback.

Option A: A jacket and white shorts (I doubt other coloured shorts will suit the colour theme of Spiderman) Hmmm... If that shorts can be a bit tighter and shorter, will be ideal. But who else to blame beside my discounted height.

Option B: Inspired by Spider-verse protagonist, I will go with a headphone. But... The shorts... I looked like an elderly trying to be Spiderman. (Even though it is true) Just like Option A, if my shorts can be a bit tighter and shorter, will be ideal. What to do, when this is size S already...

Option C: I tried to find a shorter shorts. Hmmm... I looked like myself - crap!

Option D: What about... I just wear a mask? Like this? Perhaps I can wear a red tie. :) But... It got too warm which irritated me... But if it is a formal event, maybe?

Option E: My usual casual wear but with a Spiderman Mask? Too normal...

Overall... Either I just go in Option A/B or Don't wear any at all... Honestly... I don't know... I heard many people trying to tell me to just wear in whatever it is without any clothings... But... no one will understand the judgment-aftermath which I am not ready to face.

I had asked my mother to help to alter my shorts in Option B, I had updated it in another post here.

Then perhaps you can let me know your thoughts. Blog. I will be motivated if anyone gives me some encouragement.

Jeff