Personal - Mother Earth Date

Hi Blog,

Today I have a date... A date at Mother Earth, located at Joon Koon... Seriously... what a journey.

A nerd takes an hour + of traveling for a date... a dinner date with FOOD! hahahah!

Actually... It is all started from a discussion about Vegetarian singles are difficult to get a date especially when their diet is one challenge/turn off for many people. So... one of the fellow vegetarians named R, organised a dinner date to gather all vegetarian singles at Mother Earth. Well... I try to attend without any expectation and know some friends there.

When I reach Mother Earth, my anxiety starts to load... I want to leave that place...

Strangers and nervous...

Lucky I have XY accompanying me and bumped to some familiar faces like Ja and her friends

Just have to do it with a focus expectation... I am here not for a potential date but to have good food here

A simple buffet session starts!

Oh my! The boss of Mother Earth treats everyone a Plant Protein Meatless Burger! Oh my! I always want to try and now I find a DATE!

but there is one lady attracted my attention, and she is so angelic... She looks like one of my cousins too. I just love her smile and can only look at her in a distance, admiring... The more I think to approach her, the more disgusted I feel on myself and for her. She won't never want to befriend with me, even if she does... just out of pity.

Just like this song below...

I know that I should not overthink and can befriend first before anything. Yes, I agree... I have many other challenges like open our mouth to talk to her is a challenge, telling myself not to fall in love is another challenge, telling myself that she will dislike me is another fear I harbour... It is so easy to say from others... they have nothing to lose... Oh well...

Honestly... When I find out that Ja is also attending this event, I am surprised. She is also looking for a potential partner too. In the past, EK introduced her to me, but she doesn't seem to be interested with me... I know I am not her choice... Not desirable... Even when I told myself to open out and be friendly; stepped out from my introvert shell to know someone... but the aftermath is painful and takes quite some time to heal...

Anyway... I am here for food and have fun.

Lastly... the whole event ends very late and the last train from Joon Koon is calling. XY and I left asap while many of them stayed to get contact number. From this picture, I know one thing... I am the forgotten one as always. :) I guess she will be better off with the guy standing beside her.

I am okay, Blog. I will be okay. I have other important things to do. Dating or getting a GF isn't my area to focus. I will be okay for now. Thanks the organisers, R and Mother Earth for this event.

Jeff