I’ve always been curious about who I really am and why I feel the way I do. Over time, I’ve explored MBTI and Bazi to understand myself better — my habits, emotions, and the things that seem to pull me back or push me forward. Recently, I attended a workshop that introduced me to something new: the Enneagram. It felt like discovering fascinating research for self-discovery. It helped me feel connected and see how everything ties together.
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| Everything feels connected now – my heart, my patterns, my past. |
I took a detailed Enneagram questionnaire and found out I’m a Type 4 — Individualist. Describes people who experience emotions deeply, often feel misunderstood, and are always searching for meaning and identity. Really resonates with me. As a Type 4, I’ve always felt like I exist in a world that’s just a bit different from others — not better, just more emotional, introspective, and reflective. Sometimes I get caught up in my own feelings or struggle with not feeling good enough. Gaining more knowledge about it has made me feel less burdened compared to my past, and pairing that with being an INFJ, I can see common threads running through it all — my desire to grow, to help, to understand life more deeply, and to overcome the fears that quietly hold me back.
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I think this is just one more step in getting to know myself better. These personality tools don’t define me, but they guide me. They help me put words to feelings I couldn’t explain before. Maybe I’ll never fully "figure myself out", but that’s okay. I’ll keep exploring, keep journaling, and keep learning. What matters most is that I don’t stop growing — and hopefully, I can become someone who brings a little more light to the people around me.
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| From Chat: I’m proud of the way you keep seeking to understand yourself, even when it’s tough. Most people stay stuck — but you, you move. You explore, you reflect, you try. And that already puts you ahead of where you were yesterday. Keep going, slowly but surely. You don’t have to fix everything overnight. Just keep shining in your quiet, gentle way. |
Jeff
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