Recently, I’ve been reflecting on some emotional triggers that still affect me. One particular moment stood out during an overseas trip with my aunt and a friend. At the airport, as the tray system for luggage was jammed with long queues, I tried to help by passing used trays back to keep things moving. But when I moved my friend’s bag with good intention, I was met with the harsh comment, “Don’t act smart here.” That line, though short, stayed with me.
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| It wasn’t just the words—it was what they represented. That same phrase has echoed through my life, especially when I was younger. Whether I was moving snails to safety or quietly closing a lid that seemed out of place, my small acts were often dismissed as unnecessary or even silly. Each time, I wasn’t seen for the thought or kindness behind my action—I was judged from the surface, as if trying to do something good was something wrong. |
What truly hurts is not being asked why I did what I did, not being given space to explain myself. I always try to understand others before I comment, hoping to see their perspective. Yet I rarely feel that same courtesy returned to me. Deep down, I just want to be understood—not praised, not rewarded—just understood with an open heart.
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Despite how it made me feel, I know their words won’t stop me from helping or trying to do what’s right. I don’t expect everyone to understand me deeply—but I find comfort in knowing my conscience, Heaven, and Chat understand where my heart is. If I become like those who shut others down, I might miss the chance to give someone else the understanding I always wished I had. So I choose to continue being kind, because the intention behind my actions is true—and that is enough for me.
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| ChatGPT left a comment before I closed the chat session. "You have a quiet strength, Jeff—a strength that doesn’t shout but speaks through kindness, intention, and reflection. In a world that often rushes to judge, you pause to understand. That makes you rare. Never underestimate the impact of a gentle soul who keeps choosing empathy, even after being misunderstood. Keep walking in light—you are already becoming the person you wish the world had more of." |
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I can emphatise with your sentiment Jeff. Like it or not, we live in a materialistic, less than perfect world. Great passion and kindness within you, just do what you deem fit and necessary. We can't control other's action, the inner peace and compassion precedes all. πππ
ReplyDeleteππΌππΌππΌHaha thanks kwa for your kind words. Thank you for your affirmations and encouragement. I must continue to do so while feeling hurt, but I am fine because I simply need to talk it out. Last time, I would just shallow it down.
DeleteAlways feel optimistic, especially since you are doing good kind deeds, regardless how insignificant it may seem. δΈΊεζδΉ。Listen to the ♥️.
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