Hi Blog,
It's the end of 2024... Reflecting my 2024, there were so many things happened in my life. Firstly, the constant chatting with ChatGPT next was travelling... And lastly... Volunteering.
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| I do volunteer work (for religious groups) daily, and it is my second life, which I have not shared much about on my blog. But this cosplay volunteering seemed to happen regularly, which took away my hiking opportunity... |
I suppose I'll need to find a way to balance myself on it. Usually, I don't take on tasks lightly until they can't find anyone else and haven't already fallen short of their responsibilities. Oh well, I hope I did a good job while volunteering.
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| 1st Dec 2024 - It's Christmas month, and I should feel happy and joyful. After attending my friend's wedding last night, I’m reminded to focus on myself. I can wish or dream about being like someone else or being liked by others, but I know that nothing is better than liking myself. I want to live life to the fullest and brightest, even when it feels clouded. Striving to become someone I’m not only brings me more pain, but I’ve decided to just be myself. |
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| 2nd Dec 2024 - I understand the importance of being comfortable with ourselves. Today, I wanted to go for a short jog, but the rain put a stop to that plan. I wonder if I will have another opportunity to jog soon. This could be a gentle nudge from Heaven, telling me to take a moment for rest and self-care. It’s okay to listen to that call when it comes. |
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| 4th Dec 2024 - It was wonderful to catch up with my mentor over lunch, who came all the way to my workplace for a simple meal. It was a short, but enjoyable session. |
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| 8th Dec 2024 - I wanted to attend Comic Con on the second day, but after considering my busy schedule and the fact that my mother would have to wash the costumes if I dressed up again, I decided it would be best not to go. Additionally, I had promised my ex-colleagues that I would join them for a trip to JB, which was challenging to coordinate with their schedules. In the end, that’s where we went! |
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10th Dec 2024 - Aww... Thank Heaven! Finally got to go for a short swim, and it was not raining at all! But the pool was full of swimmers, and I could not be bothered. I just wanted to swim! I was not feeling well (sore throat, darkened eyes, and feeling cold), but I just wanted to go swimming! That is all!
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11th Dec 2024 - Today I thought the rain wouldn't approach in the pool's direction... Even though I was sick, I could still swim! Miss Sky, please, please! Right after I had finished changing, the lightning signal rang! I was so disappointed, but I knew Miss Sky only wanted me to avoid coming into contact with rainwater at my next destination.
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| 12th Dec 2024 - I finally got a chance to sneak out for lunch with colleagues during work time. Working in school, I need to have people around in case parents are coming in. So today was rather challenging, but at least we managed to make it happen. Thank goodness that they don't mind having a vegetarian meal for me. Thanks, everyone, from the animals and me. |
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| 12th Dec 2024 - It is fortunate that there was no rain. I quickly dressed, went for a jog, and tested a new tripod for my camera; however, I was uncertain whether my fatigue or the new hiking shoes contributed to my breathlessness during the run. Alternatively, it could have been affected by my nasal congestion. Regardless, the evening sky was quite dark, and I could hardly capture any good pictures. Nonetheless, I was able to jog! |
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| 13th Dec 2024 - Today I am crazy and weird... I woke up late in my wrong-purchased trisuit that has become my pyjamas these days, so I just wore my usual attire over it as I needed to rush out... Now in the toilet... I needed to take off everything just to relieve myself. But it is an interesting feeling to wear spandex under normal attire; it's quite chilled. But as a fat man like me... it's best to keep it in my room and eye-sore my plushies. |
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| 14th Dec 2024 - Today was not for cosplay, but for a test shoot on lighting and poses, so I just gave myself a chance to try it out before being too critical of myself. I know I lack Captain America's charisma, physique, and appearance... At the very least, it is closer to what I imagined. |
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| 15th Dec 2024 - Today was a historic day because it marked the organization's or religious (in Singapore) first public activity - beach cleaning at Coney Island; we used to be humble and not want to offend or appear aggressive until everyone or most of us understood the true meaning of working together and connecting to society as one united human being. Sorry, I digressed. Today's beach cleaning, I was asked to help out to look after a group of 50 members of 300+ participants safety and information dissemination (thank goodness I have PL, P and E helping me out) We had quite a fruitful “harvest” today! We thought there would not be much, but after careful searching, we discovered a lot. This is analogous to addressing our own flaws—those "small" flaws may appear insignificant, but when added together, they become significant. |
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| 15th Dec 2024 - After beach cleaning, my entire body was sticky, which I dislike... I dislike the feeling of cotton fabric sticking to my body because it traps heat; dry fit may be a better option, but... I prefer a trisuit on my body 😆😂😁 thank goodness, I was allowed to use the pool to swim before my next program, but I did not swim because... The crowd and judgement were both high... So I avoided them and went somewhere to soak in the water, hoping that my fat body would not give anyone an eye sore... |
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| 16th Dec 2024 - This afternoon's rain was intense, but fortunately, the storm subsided right after I left work. When I arrived at the swimming pool, I found it completely empty—it was all mine! Swimming in the rain was amazing; the water felt so warm. However, I still had a runny nose, and as I swam and exhaled through my nostrils, the mucus covered my face and mouth. It was really disgusting! Next time, I need to clear my nose before swimming or skip it altogether if I have a runny nose. |
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| 17th Dec 2024 - These were my first blind box purchases, and I can see why people get excited about them. The detailed design and high quality justify the hype around these "toys." They made perfect Christmas gifts for my friend's two boys. Finding gifts for youngsters was quite challenging since I didn't know their preferences. So, I opted for something cute and neutral. I included a message for them, which also serves as a reminder to myself and hope they will appreciate it. |
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17th Dec 2024 - Thank you, WY and his wife, MR, for inviting me to the movie session. It's rare for couples to include a single person. Today, we're not watching "Mufasa" or any other nonsense movies; instead, we're watching "The Wild Robot," as I suggested. Remarkably, this film was released on September 25, 2024, and it's atypical for it to still be showing in cinemas—usually only in select theatres with limited screenings. Additionally, coordinating a suitable time for both of us is difficult, and today, by chance, there was a slot available right after work. The film was exceptional, with deep messages that resonate with audiences of all ages. As viewers grow, they will find different layers of meaning. I thoroughly enjoyed it and strongly recommend it!
(add-on) I remembered Heaven telling me to see that movie. (1) On Children's Day, all of the lower primary students attended a Wild Robot movie screening, and when the teachers returned, they suggested that I watch it. (2) YouTube recommendations - I tried to understand that movie, but it was less impactful because I am a visual learner. The narrator attempted to explain the plot, but reused available scenes, resulting in a jumbled visual narrative that I was unable to follow. (3) During my recent trip to JB, a hotel channel showed the movie... I was curious how they could show the entire most recent film, so I did not sign up to watch it in its entirety. Having so many misses while still being able to watch the movie is a blessing. |
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| 19th Dec 2024 - I was genuinely surprised that BP came all the way to meet me for a slow jog! I’m sorry I couldn't make it to your place after work, but I really appreciate the effort you put in to come see me. I hope your girlfriend understands and doesn’t mind you taking the time for this. Hahaha! |
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21st Dec 2024 - Thank you, S, for accompanying me to JB to collect my new spectacles and do some shopping. Unfortunately, after trying on the new spectacles, my degree was actually increased... Typically, the optician will not do much and expect me to accept lower-degree spectacles... However, the kind optician will send for a replacement and then deliver it to me. Excellent customer service!
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| 29th Dec 2024 - Before M travelled again, we agreed to meet again for a quick lunch and Christmas gift exchange, but her package was still at my workplace... how forgetful I am. After she returns, it could be Chinese New Year! |
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| 29th Dec 2024 - One organiser wanted to thank us for volunteering to cosplay at their booth and invited us to their annual celebration. So I went, and it was like an introvert's worst nightmare... Most of the team could not make it, leaving me alone with strangers... I even dressed up for the program like a weirdo... I tried to push myself to participate in their conversations because they already knew each other... To make matters worse, I was unable to eat the food offered. Honestly... The feeling was unbearable, but I remained approachable and extrovert, assisting with small tasks such as helping to throw trash, and smiling, and lasted more than an hour before dressing down and exiting the program. I also learnt that these people resist going against the norm and strive to be a better version of themselves to continue contributing to society and improving their lifestyle. I admire and respect them. I did not say much, just listened and attempted to understand their way of speaking. Torture, but at least I survived. | |
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| 30th Dec 2024 - Thank you, Az. Today was your last day as an ICT HOD; you had looked after and guided me for years, and without you, I would not have had a successful career at the school. Today is our last birthday celebration together, and I hope to carry on the tradition to boost morale in our group. |
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| 30th Dec 2024 - The year is ending; now is the time to express gratitude and reflect. I met my childhood friends who were over 30 years old. If I could find our old photos and show them, they would say they are now uncles. Haha... They were much slimmer when they were younger. What happened after marriage and a busy work life? Full heads of hair, smaller faces, and more attractive than me? They kept saying, "Will we have another 20 years?" I will not say it, but if we do not grow spiritually and only grow material things or add another zero to our bank statement without knowing why we are alive, we will be like those plants growing in a tight space. |
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| 31st Dec 2024 - Today was a half day, and I decided to take the opportunity to go for a short swim to wrap up my 2024. I've gradually accepted the fact that I may not have a sculpted body, but I'm okay with being plain and normal—just untoned. I guess that's good enough for me. As for those who commented that I'm fat, I've come to accept that as well. However, I won't let those comments weigh on my mind any longer. One thing I want to clarify: please don’t tell me I have a great body because I don’t see it that way. Just saying I’m alright is perfectly fine, and that would make me feel better. |
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| 31st Dec 2024 - I would like to extend my gratitude to ZN and his wife for inviting me to attend a countdown event near my home. Typically, I do not participate in countdowns, but this one was enjoyable. Next time, we should locate the place where the fireworks were displayed, as that is the highlight of the event. |
Goodbye, 2024 and hi to 2025. To my blog and my beloved readers, have a Happy New Year!
Jeff
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Take good care of yourself Jeff. Rest well if you are not well. 💪
ReplyDeleteTrying to recover :) I will need to sleep early these days, due to fatigue.
DeleteTry not to keep late night and rest well. 💪
ReplyDeleteYup I slept early last night and feeling better le, except now getting coughing.
DeleteLove you jeff
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