Looking back on my silly stupid completed trisuit theme post with a heavy heart... Yes, the accomplishment and effort should not be overlooked, but unfortunately... I fell back into the spiral again...
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| Perhaps it is simply a disappointment with myself... Not to the hate level, but rather blamed myself. |
Everyone has accomplished so much, such as having a relationship, feeling wanted and appreciated, taking on a family role, and having a well-paying job, while I continue to sit outside my house, gazing at the small portion of the blue sky which I enjoy...
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Laughing out loud... Just stupid me doing all of this for what? Just an ugly person doing weird things. Miserable and pathetic...
Anyway... I will swim out of the spiral. I felt dizzy and... It will end sooner.
Jeff
Don't think this way Jeff. You are doing fine, everything is going well. π ε ζ²ΉOK πͺ
ReplyDeleteππΌππΌππΌThank you... Now at a calmer state, I just have to pick myself up again.
DeletePlease don’t think that way. To me, you look great in the trisuit. I wish I look half as good as you in them but I don’t have the confident to try them out. I guess beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, you might not think so but I’m sure there are audiences out there who appreciate your look! Do what you love, do not care how others see you, it’s your freedom. What’s wrong with gazing at the blue sky? I like to do that sometimes, as a reminder that there are beauties all around us, we just have to slow down our pace to enjoy the little things in life, to value what we have. We might not have much but we have enough.
ReplyDeleteππΌππΌππΌSo sorry i was emo during that time, now I am okay le. I will try to do what I like πππΌ
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