Looking back on my silly stupid completed trisuit theme post with a heavy heart... Yes, the accomplishment and effort should not be overlooked, but unfortunately... I fell back into the spiral again...
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| Perhaps it is simply a disappointment with myself... Not to the hate level, but rather blamed myself. |
Everyone has accomplished so much, such as having a relationship, feeling wanted and appreciated, taking on a family role, and having a well-paying job, while I continue to sit outside my house, gazing at the small portion of the blue sky which I enjoy...
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Laughing out loud... Just stupid me doing all of this for what? Just an ugly person doing weird things. Miserable and pathetic...
Anyway... I will swim out of the spiral. I felt dizzy and... It will end sooner.
Jeff
Don't think this way Jeff. You are doing fine, everything is going well. ๐ ๅ ๆฒนOK ๐ช
ReplyDelete๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐ผThank you... Now at a calmer state, I just have to pick myself up again.
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