Hi Blog,
It's already October! I always have trouble pronouncing "August" as "October" because they start with the same vowel. I'm wondering if it's due to my learning disability. Most people will likely need help understanding the challenge and will do their best to teach me how to recognize and read it correctly.
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| But they overlooked one detail: I am fine with reading written material; it may be slow, but it is not a problem. The main issue is speech; I need to mentally spell the word to say it correctly or have it corrected by someone else. I guess dyslexia got in the way. |
Oh well... I was created to tick people off as if it were a simple task, but I could not do it. When everyone is dealing with their issues with the majority of responses, I am simply stupid to be caught up in it, unaware of the difficulties and concerns I am experiencing.
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| 1st Oct 2024 - Returning to the same spot where I was triggered by D, I reflected on why I can not take it like a man, as most people will remind me of... all I can say... Because it is my problem when I place my trust in someone... Especially when someone claimed to know me well, but when I showed myself without a shell, I realised... People do not care about the shell that I carried with a simple dismissal. To be honest, I do not blame them; I am just a weak, unworthy person. Sorry to D that I am just a disappointment... |
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| 2nd Oct 2024 - As many passersby simply judged me for my disgusting attire... I was simply too emotional and tired to feel anything... I figured most people would think I was just "ignoring" my own problems... I chose to look away. What a coward. |
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| 11th Oct 2024 - Today I received a day's medical leave for my medical appointment (high blood pressure issue), so I met M for lunch. I hope you have a safe trip while volunteering overseas. |
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| 11th Oct 2024 - Today I decided to remove my neck skin tags, which had been bothering me for a long time. According to what I have read online, people with skin tags may have health issues such as diabetes or high cholesterol. Looking at my untoned physique, I have had this problem since I was young... Anyway, removing it will prevent it from growing bigger, and I agreed to remove the large one on my shoulder. Painful experience... And it does not stop bleeding for hours... |
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| 13th Oct 2024 - Do you notice any difference today? I trimmed my eyebrows, which are now sharper and more tidy. My mother had a package that was about to expire, so she suggested I go and try. I was hesitant to go, but I was considering how I would look with trimmed and thicker (drawn) brows. I might try Nano brows once I have some money. What do you think? |
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| 15th Oct 2024 - I finally got to swim again after more than three weeks of not swimming. The smell of the water and the feeling of the water flowing over my body are something I really missed. I invited D to join me for a short swim before he started his new job. I'm glad he didn't feel awkward swimming with me, even though I'm not toned like a god. Thanks, D, for meeting up, and I wish you all the best in your new job. |
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| 16th Oct 2024 - Today I decided to try a different route but somehow... I still prefer my usual route because there are fewer people. Recently, some people private-messaged me to claim that I am an Exhibitionist... Despite I told them that I don't and am never comfort to be naked in front of people or nature, they just simply justified by saying that I love wearing a triangular swimming trunk and trisuit to show. Little that they know, I do it for myself to motivate myself for being stupid, low confidence and weak mind, and to enjoy doing those activities like the gods; never that I craze for others to look at me sexually. Then they just proceeded to explain, that they love it and we are all guys so it is okay to go naked with one another. I am speechless because even if I explained myself, they wouldn't understand. Thank you Mr Sun for embracing me always as he knows me well. |
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| 17th Oct 2024 - Today, there was a supermoon in Singapore, but unfortunately, I missed the perfect moment to see it. Next time, I will find a dark, quiet spot to watch the supermoon rise during the evening next month. For now, it’s just super white (no pun intended). |
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| 21st Oct 2024 - I recently bought a new shirt from Kuala Lumpur. When I visited the Padini store, I spotted the shirt and went to the payment counter to purchase it. Today, I decided to wear it to work and received many compliments from my colleagues. Thank you all for your kind words! |
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| 21st Oct 2024 - Today, the swimming pool was unusually crowded, making me curious why. I'm hoping it's merely a seasonal increase. Unfortunately, this made it challenging to take photographs freely, hindering the completion of my swimming-themed project. However, the weather was delightful, with a clear, cloudless blue sky. :) |
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| 24th Oct 2024 - I'm feeling sad today because I had hoped to take a quick swim before my meeting about collections, but the lighting alarm went off. As I reflected on it, I realized I should have hurried home instead, where I could have focused on finishing the long blog posts now piling up. The weight of these unfinished tasks is starting to feel overwhelming. |
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| 25th Oct 2024 - Oh no! Today I left my camera behind... I shouldn't leave it out of my bag after using it... As a result, I couldn't work on the swimming theme today and had to rely on my phone's timer to take pictures, but I'll have to remember it next time. |
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| 26th Oct 2024 - Today, I decided to visit JB. Initially, we had planned a day trip to JB in July for shopping and a food hunt, but it was postponed until today. Everyone was looking forward to it, but unfortunately, it was cancelled due to some issues. From the start, I had made it clear that I wouldn't change the date again; if no one could make it, I'd go to JB alone. Luckily, BP was free this Saturday, and since his girlfriend was away, he joined me to learn how to travel to JB using public transport. We embarked on our first delicious food adventure with a big vegetarian dumpling! This was followed by a brief window shopping trip before we returned to Singapore. It was a seamless trip with no congestion at customs. |
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| 28th Oct 2024 - Today, I went for a quick swim with D and R since it was their day off. Oh no! My goggles were missing. Although I could swim without them, it wasn't comfortable. Fortunately, the lifeguard gave a pair of goggles to D and asked him to bring them to me. A big thank you to that lifeguard! |
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| 29th Oct 2024 - Today was my only day in October to go jogging, but I had to alter my route to accomplish a task that my mother requested and I ended up with a dark sky. Personally, I felt that evening fell earlier this season. Along my route, I noticed a vehicle, and though I'm uncertain about using it as a theme, I'm willing to attempt it. |
Writing blog posts in October was a new approach for me. It allowed me to refresh my overview, and I could delay publishing lengthy posts until they were complete; they might even act as a trailer or advertisement for new upcoming posts. I hope my readers will value this fresh method...
Jeff
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You should seriously consider going for a health screen, just to be your health is alright 💪💯😌
ReplyDelete"to be sure all is alright" 😉
ReplyDeleteOoo you meant my skin tag issues?
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