Blog - October Overview

Hi Blog,

These days I had a lightning strike moment. For those who might know me... I am a low self-esteem person since I was young. I learned that everyone will have their unique darkness to hold us back or affect us in any way. I wished to get out of it but I knew I wouldn't be able to, even if I did what others are doing (like going to the gym to become a bufflord which I can't afford the subscription) these days.

Because it is the darkness that I carry in me so I need to do something about it. I need to learn to self-love. Not egotistical but to be more contented, and give myself more credit. So for the first time, I made a first picture for the month a picture of me in a swimming trunk.

Honestly, I realized my purpose of having this blog, is for self-healing, and since my blog is privatized, cut off from toxic people and I can "smile toward the future 😊 than frown over the past 😞."

Personal - Suits for the Theme #87

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These days, I don't have a chance to go for a good jog... So why not, I made one Trisuit theme?

One of the easy trisuit themes to achieve - Just outside my lift and zero creativity.

Making such trisuit theme at this place, I just wanted to embrace myself and treasure the moment of now.

Personal - Bone Marrow Donor Carnival Cosplay

Hi Blog,

Yes, today was another chance to volunteer to do another cosplay event. Wow, it was like once a month. Haha... I feel great that I can help out with the event and fully utilize my costume.

Oh mine, I forgot to bring my camera along... But I doubt I will be able to use it anyway. Thank goodness that I managed to get some photos taken during the event. (Credit Aya) My shield is so beautiful :3 shiny and impactful.

Today's event was Bone Narrow organisation's invitation to Pause For The Cause organisation's cosplayers to boost the event in their superhero costumes. I didn't read up or interact with what was this event for, a bit regretful.

Hiking - Finding That Wall

Good morning Blog,

Thank God it's Friday! I was troubled about where should I go next. Why so?

I woke up very early for my medical appointment and the doctor would usually give me a day's mc; so I was thinking about my next destination after mc.

Eventually, I can't decide... Wanted to go for island sun tanning or exploration or a quiet hike or go back home and sleep.

Hiking - CCK Forest

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This place which I was to go, to does not have its name, naming it CCK Forest, seemed meh... Anyway, this place got me wondering if anything was interesting or not. Why don't I make my way there to see it myself?

Hmm... It seemed hazy... It seemed like our neighbour was burning the forest.

I guessed that it was a good opportunity to explore before it got worse.

Personal - Suits for the Theme #86

Hi Blog,

Yes, my trisuit theme post again. Woooo #86! Usually, I will take this time to self-abuse by beating myself with words like ugly, fat, unworthy, etc. How long will I take to find peace with myself and accept that the fact - yes, I am not that great but I am alright; not the worst but I tried.

What's the theme for this post? Yes, beside a traffic pole.

One of the most awkward themed photos to make because of the action of placing my camera when most of the idled vehicles were watching me posing for the pictures and sometimes, there would some passersby sharing the island with me, they would look away to avoid observing some weirdo doing something unusual. Anyway, I managed to complete the theme that will be alright!

Trip - Old Bird Bird Park

Hi Blog,

Today's morning where would I be heading to? Recently, I saw someone share an interesting place on their social media that looked familiar... My gut feeling told me the time had come and after enquired about the entrance...

It's time to explore before it was gone.

Yes, as titled, you might already know where I was heading, right? Let me show you around if you still don't have any idea.