This month November I made some random pictures with my EX-FR100 camera, but my thoughts were quite unsettling.... disappointment came more than positive.
Black Day
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| My day while working, wasn't that happy... It was school holiday and I was thinking to tidy my desk. |
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| But completely no mood.... I should not think about it.... Just bury it first |
Work Out
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| Trying to work out for my chin-up but.... seriously... no motivation |
Trying to be proud
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| I was trying to stay strong... |
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| really... there were a lot in my mind lately... |
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| How I wished I can look away and forget about it... |
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| but still have a lot of responsibilities on my back... |
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| I should weight responsibilities over my emotions |
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| but... seriously... I was completely wore off.... |
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| Just hate how others judged/stereotyped. |
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| I knew I am an idiot and too self-conscious... but... why others see me like I am always WRONG.... |
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| sometimes... I wished I can accept it gracefully... but nope.... |
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| checking my phone address book and find out no one I can trust for sharing. |
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| I guess I have to trust myself... |
Trying something different
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| sometimes trying new design or look to forget the past. |
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| it seemed that it went away |
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| too bad, it was just temporary.... |
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| Just enjoy the scenery... |
Trying to keep up my mood
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| Trying to work on the chin-up but... failed to motivate myself again... |
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| Where can I find my motivation again..... |
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| Do I have to hold a confidence of myself? |
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| trying new angle of photography... putting at lower angle! |
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| but.... I don't feel any increase of self confidence.. anyway I will just work out infront of my desk!! |
Work out with Dumbbell
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| time to work on the dumbbell but I need one more bell. |
Doing Chin-Up
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| ready... |
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| one pull up |
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| second pull up |
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| Give up..... I can only do two.... |
Jeff
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