Hiking - Rocks Garden

Good Morning Blog,

Long weekend finally, but I have an important thing to prepare for next weekend. However, I was invited to explore a secret place in Singapore. Let me show you the hidden side of Singapore.

Hmm... Heavy clouds spotted... Hope it won't rain...

I was on the journey to a secret spot in Singapore where nature's boulders rest undisturbed. Check them out with me today!

Product - Replacement Insomniac Spiderman Suit

Hi Blog,

It took a while to decide whether I should even get myself a new Spider-Man suit. You might ask me why I would even consider getting a new one when I hadn't had a chance to use it. You are right. Honestly, I always wish to don the Spider-Man suit, but... my physique isn't the type of Spider-Man's... In fact, even in my Captain America costume...

But mainly because I cannot see without my glasses... Eventually, I will still get one, and I will explain.

Long story short, I love the design of this Spider-Man suit, and I am trying to resolve my disappointment with my previous purchases. Let me recap with you what I had purchased previously.

Personal - Suits for the Theme #115

​Hi Blog,

I used to feel conflicted about my clothing choices. Whenever I wore something more fitted or in white, people would make comments — saying it looked “too much,” or that such styles were linked with a certain group. I wasn’t wearing them for that reason at all; I simply wanted to look decent and feel confident in my own skin. 

It was never really about clothes. It was about being seen and judged.

The truth is, I often compared myself with those who were more toned or “better looking.” They could wear tight, bold, or even daring clothes, and others would praise their confidence. But when I did the same, it felt like I was labelled, misunderstood, or even mocked. That left me asking myself if I should just give up my preferences and stick to what was “safe”.

Hiking - Veranda Banyan Revisit

TGIF Blog,

Something random and impromptu that I did today: I had a blood test appointment in the morning, and since it was a school holiday, I had taken last year's leave to clear. Hence, I decided to clear my leave.

Now was the headache part; where should I cover?

Based on the title, I suppose you know where I'm heading. In fact, there are so many places in my mind to visit, so why did I pick that place? I will explain along the way. You can read my previous exploration of this place (blog link), if you missed it.

Blog - September Overview

Hi Blog,

Sometimes, I wonder if I’m just telling myself nice things… to avoid facing the truth. I talk about inner light, about self-worth beyond appearances, about being more than just a shiny armour — but deep down, part of me questions if I'm just trying to feel better. Am I just comforting myself with “excuses” while avoiding the hard truth that… maybe I’m just not good enough? Maybe I’m not attractive, not strong, not successful, not special? I don’t say this for sympathy. It’s a real question I wrestle with. A part of me genuinely fears that I’m deluding myself, just to survive.

“I want that shiny armour too.” I can’t deny it. I envy those with confidence — those who walk into a room and are admired, even desired. I admire people like that “demigod” I once mentioned, who seem to be proud of every part of themselves. I look at them, then look at myself, and I feel so far behind… so out of place.

And yet, when I try to chase that image, something in me hesitates. I’m not just held back by laziness or fear. There are many reasons — real reasons — but most people don’t see them that way. They say I’m giving excuses. They say I’m not trying hard enough. They say I could be more if I just stopped “feeling sorry for myself”. I ask myself: are they right? What if my self-kindness is just a soft lie? I try to tell myself good things: that it’s okay to be different. That my value doesn’t depend on looks or muscles or status. That my quiet efforts still matter. But then I hear this whisper in my mind: “Are you just saying this to escape reality? Are you just sugar-coating your failures?” That thought breaks me. Because if I can’t even trust myself… who else can I trust?