Trip - Kangkar Pulai Blue Lake

Good Morning Blog,

Speaking of a new year and a new start, today I will be exploring a new place. As titled, yes, I was heading to Malaysia for a hike!

I had to wake up early to prepare myself. Tiring...

To beat the traffic jam at the customs, we needed to be early especially at weekends. So where are we heading today? Today's hike was introduced by LZ, she asked me to go for the hike because she needed someone familiar to hike with. I guessed that I would give this a try.

Personal - Swimming Theme #3

Hi Blog,

Yes! My #3 swimming trunk series! Usually, at this point, I will insert adjectives like "disgusting", "eyes-sore", or "untoned" to describe the things that I am sharing. This time I decided... Let's make a change for myself!

Standing in front of a mirror and embracing who I am, especially during those days when I snapped a picture of myself...

Because I know that compared to demi gods, I know that I can never appear as "desirable" as them but I should be comparing myself now and then; as it is the best version of me of that time. One day, I will grow old and get worse... At least, I tried to maintain my fitness such as swimming, Jogging, hiking etc and maintain my emotions to a neutral level. Anyway, I shall stop here and time to present myself (usually this part is where I will put nasty words to myself) in front of the mirror.

Personal - Suits for the Theme #91

Happy 2024 Blog,

I thought I could have a proper long post to start a year but it seemed like I couldn't. Anyway, I reflected on how I started my blog and how it became today (as it is 2024, who will know how it becomes in future).

In the beginning, I just wrote my blog with random nonsense and stories... Then also wanted to practice my quick sketching but somehow took a bit of my time. And slowly, I wanted my blog to be my memory lane, especially with photos and my thoughts.

Here is what you see now. It becomes a cyberspace for my personal sharing and self-reflection, and a space where I have readers who appreciate and are supportive. Thank you everyone.

Blog - December Overview

Hi Blog, 

November was over... Many things had happened, including some thought processes, and many life changes which somehow made me lose any faith in myself cold hard facts, slapped my face like strangers becoming friends, and having many promises and assurance, but because of this stupid me uno-reversed, from friends to become acquaintances... It hurts to cut the memory shards away from my memory bank because it is too painful to memorise as it becomes a reminder to remind how flawed I am.

Besides... Being Upset is just a sign of being a weakness while everyone can just move on. I guess... Like being a shxt is to discard and leave behind; only when I was able to boost the plant's growth (showed result which is what others want to see) did they just enjoy the "contribution" that they had left.

Anyway... It is just too tired to think about it... I guess... 2023 is about to come to an end... I should move on... The best is to remember nothing will last, I just have to salvage the good memory shards and learn to treasure them... Than discard them. Similar to urbexation, how I enjoy the last bits of the memory shards and slowly, they will become part of the history and forgotten by many; but it doesn't matter anymore because what matters, is that I remember them.

Personal - Navigating My Journey I

Good Morning Blog,

2023 was coming to an end, I thought of going for a short hike somewhere else to have some deep reflection but Na asked me to bring him to Thomson Nature Park, so I would bring him there while having some self-reflection over something which in my head for a long time.

Clear weather which expressed how I felt today

In my usual posts, I express my thought process while hiking and today is a long-winded one.