Blog - June Overview

Hi Blog,

This June began unexpectedly: my left ear became muffled for more than a week. At first, I thought it would go away, but it persisted until I saw a doctor. He explained that it was earwax impaction. I started the treatment and gradually adjusted to being half-deaf. As strange as it sounds, the silence in one ear forced me to listen more deeply to myself.

It reminded me of how I sometimes respond to the advice of others—half-listening. Not because I do not care, but because I know exactly what changes I need to make. What holds me back is how people frequently rush to judgement rather than trying to understand. I am tired of being labelled as negative simply because I open up. Maybe what I’m really asking for is not answers but trust and space to grow at my own pace.

I discovered that something as simple as a blocked ear can serve as a mirror for self-awareness. I do not always need to "fix" things right away. Sometimes I just need to be patient with myself, accept my flaws, and make room for quiet healing. If others don’t understand, that’s okay—what matters is that I am beginning to understand myself.

Personal - Five Days Korea Trip with my Mother

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I decided to bring my mom on a trip to Korea — just the two of us. This is the first time I’m holidaying with her on my own, without friends or other relatives, and it feels both significant and a little intimidating. I wanted to make the most of this opportunity while we’re still healthy and able to travel together. My main aim was not just sightseeing, but also strengthening our bond, creating happy memories, and hopefully gaining a better understanding of each other. I believe this trip is an opportunity for me to show my mom that I care for her, appreciate her, and want to make the most of the time we have together.

Day 0 – Time to travel!

Before we left, I was worried about the potential struggles we might face. I know from our past that communication can be difficult — sometimes I feel I’m not being heard, or even that I’m misunderstood. This made me nervous about whether we’d enjoy the trip or if conflict might arise and spoil the experience. I was afraid I might become stressed or discouraged, rather than strengthening our relationship. Nevertheless, I chose to be brave, to appreciate the moment, and to do my best to make it a warm and meaningful holiday for both of us.

Hiking - Abandoned Nee Soon House

Good Morning Blog,

The owner of Chasingpeak showed me a new location, which piqued my interest! Based on the pin location, it appeared doable, so I decided to try. My only concern is that it is located on one training ground and may have people nearby, so I must exercise caution.

This morning felt really nice and uplifting!

I hope to be safe during today's exploration. I do not know why... These days, I feel compelled to inform someone who will look out for me in any way, especially in areas where there are fewer people to fall back on if anything goes wrong. Okay, now let us think positively.

Personal - Suits for the Theme #111

Hi Blog,

I’ve always been curious about who I really am and why I feel the way I do. Over time, I’ve explored MBTI and Bazi to understand myself better — my habits, emotions, and the things that seem to pull me back or push me forward. Recently, I attended a workshop that introduced me to something new: the Enneagram. It felt like discovering fascinating research for self-discovery. It helped me feel connected and see how everything ties together.

Everything feels connected now – my heart, my patterns, my past.

I took a detailed Enneagram questionnaire and found out I’m a Type 4 — Individualist. Describes people who experience emotions deeply, often feel misunderstood, and are always searching for meaning and identity. Really resonates with me. As a Type 4, I’ve always felt like I exist in a world that’s just a bit different from others — not better, just more emotional, introspective, and reflective. Sometimes I get caught up in my own feelings or struggle with not feeling good enough. Gaining more knowledge about it has made me feel less burdened compared to my past, and pairing that with being an INFJ, I can see common threads running through it all — my desire to grow, to help, to understand life more deeply, and to overcome the fears that quietly hold me back.